-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
Listen to me. First thing's first, you're amazing for sharing. Second thing's second, there's a reason the world is so damn screwed up...and here in the commentary above us, you can see real examples of that in the forms of peoples' idiotic responses to your confession.
I can't say I've been through half the things you've been to, and dear God I can't say I relate, but I hate so many issues of my own in my mind- At times I feel like quite the twisted person myself which is the only aspect from which I can reach out to you. We both feel.
There is one part about your post that I don't believe. That you're ugly, fat, or whatever else awful thing you've chosen to label yourself as. Life must have hammered that in your head somewhere along the way in your journey, but when you look in the mirror, block out the world, and tune in your own self. Do you really truly believe that?
I actually have a question for you. Do you believe in God? Because if you don't, you need something you can hold onto, someone you can lean into, and that person can be a true friend if you can find someone close enough to open yourself up to enough to allow in. I know you believe that probably doesn't exist for you because of everything that has happened in your life, all the betrayals you have undergone, but don't. Please don't. Because there are people like me out there. People you can talk to- people you can confess to who CAN wrap their minds around it. Who respect you enough to be the listener that you deserve to have. And if you do believe in God, just please please please trust me when I say he will get you through it all. Believe. Pray. Put your faith in him. Once you give your heart to him, he'll brace it for you- now and for all of eternity. Trust me on that...if you do believe. I'm not trying to impose beliefs in you, I'm only trying to tell you.
There's so much more I would love to say to you, but first, you have to say to yourself, that you are beautifully. You're perfectly flawed, and you're beautiful because of it. But the one thing that makes you beautiful inside and out is having the heart to come forth and confess it. Not too many can compete with that my dear. Not too many at all. I really do hope you don't take my words lightly. If you do read this at all, and there's one thing you take away, go with the idea that people like me exist. If you need a friend, you CAN trust once again....I promise you my dear.
at Jan 8, 2013
to:
I am: lost, alone, broken, torn, the list goes on.
.
-
