Help me.
Posted Dec 19, 2012 by Sinfool | 302 views | 4 comments
I’m 19 years old and just the biggest liar the world has ever seen. Pathological. I used to think I was a good person but all the descriptions of sociopath fit perfectly with me. I’m manipulative, and devious, and without regard to anyone else’s feelings. I try to do the right thing, or at least I think I do, but somehow, it always ends the same. A guy I’m in love with couldn’t be in a relationship with me because he said I’m not someone he could trust. I lied to him again recently. He didn’t know how to feel about it. The last time I’ve talked to him was four days ago. He stopped writing to me everyday like he used to; I think he’s trying to get over me slowly. I think. The other guy I have a certain special thing for is the one I went out with last night. Everything was wrong from the time to the situation, but our conversation and he way he held my hand felt so right. I’m confused. I really think my parents secretly wish I was someone they could be more proud of. I’ve lost far too many friends and really felt nothing about it when I know I should feel bad. Someone help me escape myself.
Commented Jan 8, 2013 by Sinfool
Brilliant.
Commented Dec 19, 2012 by anonymous
He should Hate Fuck you until you apologize...
Commented Dec 19, 2012 by anonymous
Chances are you're lying right now.
Commented Dec 19, 2012 by anonymous
go get evaluated for borderline…