Ruined
Posted Jan 22, 2013 by anonymous | 497 views | 5 comments
I've ruined my relationship because of my disorder. I feel broken and useless and live that way. He hates it and has gotten fed up with me hating myself. We love each other and have shared everything with each other, I can't lose him, but he will never love me the same again.
Commented Jul 18, 2014 by anonymous
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Commented Jan 23, 2013 by Sinfool
:( I know exactly how you feel. Hopeless, alone, and only want one thing in the world back- and that is him. The only thing that seems to replay in your head is the good and how much you've lost. Directly contact him. Ask him to speak with you only for a little while. Pour your heart to him. Tell him everything you told us. Tell him everything on your mind. Tell him how much you love and need him. And most of all, acknowledge your mistake and give him REASON as to why you did it. And reassure him that no matter what, you will try not to do it again because you love him too much. People open to words. Try it.
Commented Jan 23, 2013 by anonymous
Tell him straightforward that you love him.
Commented Jan 22, 2013 by anonymous
we did it. im a christian. i gave him the only thing i have left, I CANNOT LOSE HIM.
Commented Jan 22, 2013 by anonymous
Its ok, he dont understand, stay strong, If you cant lose him, find someone like him, who will exept you for who you are. If that dont work, i have no idea. sorry.