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Hi, this was my confession. Thanks for all your support.
I did go to therapy for a while, but it didn't really help me. It just made me feel more upset. I know that sounds like I wasn't trying, but I really was/am. I'm embarrassed because I feel like I don't have any reason to feel this way. I hate myself for feeling sad because I know I have no reason to. I have a great life, good friends, loving family, and promising future.
I kept making excuses for my feelings. I kept telling myself I'm sad cause my friend moved or did poorly on an exam, but I was sad before all these things happened and after. This has been going on for almost a year. I'm trying so hard to manage it, but it's getting worse.
I'm just so done with feeling this way. I'm so tired of it. I don't want to go out, but I don't want to stay in. I don't want to drink, but I don't want to be sober. I don't want to work or draw or read or watch movies. I'm just too tired for all of that.
at Oct 31, 2013
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Depressed
