I don't know. Thank you though. It really means a lot. I honestly just don't know what to do. All I know is that I'm sick of people asking/telling me to just "try" to feel better. I guess it's just nice to say it to someone, even a stranger.

Hi, this was my confession. Thanks for all your support. I did go to therapy for a while, but it didn't really help me. It just made me feel more upset. I know that sounds like I wasn't trying, but I really was/am. I'm embarrassed because I feel like I don't have any reason to feel this way. I hate myself for feeling sad because I know I have no reason to. I have a great life, good friends, loving family, and promising future. I kept making excuses for my feelings. I kept telling myself I'm sad cause my friend moved or did poorly on an exam, but I was sad before all these things happened and after. This has been going on for almost a year. I'm trying so hard to manage it, but it's getting worse. I'm just so done with feeling this way. I'm so tired of it. I don't want to go out, but I don't want to stay in. I don't want to drink, but I don't want to be sober. I don't want to work or draw or read or watch movies. I'm just too tired for all of that.

Are you getting, or considering getting, any sort of professional help for this?

Im sorry that you have to go through this. I have gone through depression for 10 years. It is not something you need to be embarrassed about, if you open up to the right people you will find that you can get the help you need and deserve and once that happens you will realize that things can get better, even though there is depression it doesnt always have to be sad. Is this a reoccurring thing? or are you just feeling depressed in this moment? Not to sound rude but it is much more serious if you are depressed/have depression than just feeling depressed every once in a while, sometimes people get it confused with sadness. Feel better.

is there any way i can help you?