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whoa whoa whoa. back it up there. i don't surround myself with people who make me feel this way. this is one person i'm talking about whom i've been friends with for twelve years. we took a break from our friendship for one year and we both have said that that was the best year of our high school career (ironically the same year we werent friends). she's my friend because she gives good advice and we have the same type of humor among other things. however, when it commons to aspects such as common courtesy, manners, and consideration, she really sucks. she hasn't irritated me to this point in forever, but like i stated earlier my original post was also just a summation of what has been building up. it's because we hang out too much and to be honest, she has changed back into the selfish, defensive person i left behind in high school. she was doing so well when we became friends again and that lasted a long time til months ago. i do have low self-esteem when it comes to things like body image, but otherwise no, i have an array of wonderful friends, but most of them don't live in the same area as i do and the ones that do have a hectic schedule with school and work and such, like me. But, you are righta bout the make up some excuse part because I usually end up doing that. However, last night really was just the final shove to make me want to take a break from her. What I really need is time away from her to figure things out, but in the meantime, i'm not going to speak with her. it's been going downhill for a while and last night was just the stop, y'know? it's just such a mess, so for right now, i'm just trying to distract myself with things that make me happy and just move the hell on. thanks for your input!
at Apr 22, 2011
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