living in the past in the present
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 104 views | 0 comments
i am dating a pretty good man. but i have to confess that he doesnt make me as happy as i once as with my first boyfriend. my ex was my world. and i cant stop loving him. yet he wont talk to me anymore. he ended our relationship. i do love my current boyfriend. but sometimes i find myself comparring my new boyfriend to my ex. and every since i lost my ex (who was my first boyfriend too) i feel that i cant love my new boyfriend the same way. i saw my ex as my world. i knew he was that one. but my heart was shattered by him. my new love. doesnt treat me the same as my ex. certain little habits my ex had my new one does not, but i sometimes wish he did. so sometimes i feel that i am more in love with my ex then my current. but i cant love him anymore can i? no. so i accepted the fact that i cant have him back but why do i still miss him and love him deeply?
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