lies and betrayal that got out of hand
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 136 views | 0 comments
Im a married woman with 4 kids and I did something one yr ago and my lies have dug me in a hole that i cant get out of. I didnt set out to betray anyone, but thats how it ended. I met someone on here over the net, I misled them. I pretended to be a man and consequently, an innocent woman who is miserable in her own life right now fell in love with me, I fell in love with her too. Ive never felt this way about anyone. I would die for her. She wants to meet me now and I dont know how to get out of it. Its killing me, Ive never wanted something so bad in my life. I cant go out anywhere because i start to cry, im always crying now because reality just hit and i know im going to have to let her go, i just dont know how. It feels like i need to talk to her daily just to keep it together here at home. We shared pictures but I sent pictures of a male friend of mine instead. I didnt think our relationship would develop into this. I hate my life, I hate what ive done and if i had the courage to end my life and leave my kids i would do it right now. Everything is a mess and i have no one to blame but myself. I am really sorry i did this, i dont know why.
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