Confessions of a Sick Man
Posted Mar 24, 2011 by Terminal | 672 views | 5 comments
I am making my confessions here because the doctors say I have a couple more months to live and I am too afraid to lose the support of friends and family should they know who I really am. My best buddy, James, was the first person ever wronged; we were kids and I stole his prize toy soldier. I still know where in the woods I buried the green action figure. I have hurt people more grievously over the years and I have tried where I can to make amends. Maybe, it’s because I have boyish looks; people find it easy to trust me and believe the best of me. I haven’t always lived up to that expectation. I cheated on my wife; loathed my brothers; gypped friends; made false claims; lied over and over again. I used to find some sort of sick satisfaction in it but this disease is changing my worldview and it brings me to tears now when I look back on all I’ve done.
Commented Apr 26, 2012 by Robin87
Stop feeling sorry for yourself and finish out life on a good note. Be considerate, kind, and caring Talk to your family tell them you love them. Your disease maybe your punishment for the selfish mean things you did in your past and now you realize this so either try t redeem yourself or just say fuck it and die.
Commented Aug 28, 2011 by anonymous
Good. Your disease is now killing you and you can save on funeral costs by digging up the ground to find the soldier and give it back to your so called friend. Afterwards, go back and bury yourself you fucker. Good riddance. Hope you fucking die sooner then later.
Commented Apr 23, 2011 by anonymous
This is veryy very sad. Im sorry to hear about that. It surprises me that while your this sick you still think back to James. Its very impressive. Alot of the things you confessed are normal . Im just surprised that you can think back to what you have done. Im sorry , and I send you my prayers.
Commented Mar 24, 2011 by anonymous
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Commented Mar 24, 2011 by anonymous
It is sad to hear this. Do not give up try to live every sing moment you have to the fullest. The sins you mentioned are not very bad so I am sure God will forgive you for them. Best of luck to you!