A raw confession
Posted Jul 18, 2011 by anonymous | 607 views | 0 comments
I had a dream last night about a man I consider one of my closest friends, even though we've never actually met in person. For the last 4 years, we've been working on a project together that's very important to both of us. So we've e-mailed each other almost daily during that time, and we've talked on the phone too. Of course, we got to know each other very well during that time, but neither one of us crossed the line of friendship because he's married, and because of this project. I even tried not to look at him, or think about him, in an intimate way, and it was relatively easy even though he's attractive. I just wrote him off as unavailable. Then last night... I had a dream we were together in person for the very first time, and we hit it off so well, we were both very happy. And out of the blue he said, "oh, what the hell", and he proceeded to start making love to me. And it was an incredible feeling, very hot and very real in the dream, and then we got interrupted. I don't remember what interrupted us, but I woke up. And afterward, I tried to get back into the dream again, but I couldn't. So all day today, I've been thinking about him and the feeling, and how am I going to handle this? Now I know what I really feel for him and it's much stronger than friendship. I don't know how to handle this because now I'm scared to meet him in person, but I want to more than ever at the same time. It is inevitible that we will meet in person, only time, money, and distance has made it hard to do so far.
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