Why am I crying
Posted Jul 23, 2011 by Rocketsciencetist080495 | 296 views | 0 comments
I have a bf for almost a year and sometimes he the greatest person to be with. He tells me I'm the most prettiest girl he ever saw even tho im probably not. He has had prettier girls trying to persue him but nonetheless he chose me. Btw I'm 15 and he's 18 and in this year of being together we have been through a lot his family hates me because they think I'm the reason his brother went to jail but I can't make anyone act belligerent. I just called the police for everyones safety including my own. But i digress , He would give up his family inna heartbeat and in some retrospect he has and he claims we're get married someday. Recently he came into some money and he bought me all these great gifts but he has a dark side. He ignores my texts sometimes and i think he tlks to girls like what i do with guys im no angel either . He doesnt appreicate the things i do for him i clean his room everyday if im laying down and he asked me to do something i'll do it. He comes off cold and standoffish sometimes it bothers me so much I can't say certain things or he'll stop talking to me. I love him but in the back of my head I know it won't last idk I cry sometimes thinking abt it. Idk I have no friends basically and if he's out my life I wouldnt have nothing to do to even my mom who is bipolar has more friends than I. My life is in shambles I don't know rather to stay or to go.
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