I need help. I cant do this on my own. My boyfriend of almost 11 months has anger problems and if someone ticks him off he will take it out on me. He will be in a bad mood or be easy to anger. Sometimes he will fight with me and call me a bitch and a cunt. Our fights have esculated to kicking shoving hitting and choaking. Yes sometimes i start the fight and sometimes i will antaginize him but other times i dont have to do anything to piss him off. I am somtimes scared of him but if i show that i am scared he will get so pissed he will tell me that i dont love him that he cant be with someone who is scared of him he will make me feel as if im in the wrong. I have only written down twice that we have had incedents of him getting physical with me....he began with shoving three times in the beginning of our relationship. Then he went a little further he once shoved me so hard that i started crying my eyes out he went to hug me after words and i flinched he became enraged and started screaming and telling me that he cant be with someone who is scared of him. He didnt hurt me after that......we broke up for 2 weeks... then we got back together and wen we did he told me he was in anger management classes everything was amazing for the nxt month or so then we would start fighting again....he didnt put his hands on me until the night my sister called the cops on him for choaking me...wich i clamed he nvr did wen he rly did choak me. He clames he blacked out ( idk if thats true or not) he stopped after that night until recently.... the nxt inccident happened that night our friend joe and my boyfriend was supposed to beat these kids from marian's ass who jumped them (begining of novemeber). I dont know how that fight started but he called me a cunt and a bitch and then kicked me right above where i was bit by a pitbull. I looked at him after he kicked me and i told him he is to nvr lay his hands on me like that again. Then nothing again until the 22nd of novemeber we had gotton in a fight about his mother he accused me of being mad about her bringing a socket wrench to him but i wasnt upset about that i tryed to say other wise and we was on our way to our friend nate and staci's house and i rang the door bell and our friend came out and i told him my boyfriend is being a bitch nate went to talk to my boyfriend and i started being a bitch and then nate went inside thinking we was gunna make up and be all good but my bf walked away and i called his cell until he came back (wich i shouldnt do) then he got into my face and i put my hand on his chest to keep him from getting in my face and we was still argueing about his mother who hates me and i cant stand her either and i called her a cunt (like any other time) he said if u got balls say it again so i did and then he slapped me across the face and i told him to nvr touch me again after he calmed down n smoked a cigarette he appologised and swore on his grandfather corwin that he would nvr hurt me like that again. I told him i wouldnt ever forgive him bc that was the 2nd time he had slapped me across the face (the first time was the same night he shot me in the shoulder blade with an airsoft gun wich was over this past summer).. the nxt day he was so loving and cuddly and wanted my full attention. Then the 24th of November we was having a good day no fighting or anything and then out of the blue he snapped right infront of nate (staci was asleep) we had been messing around play fighting but nothing major and then it was like his switch flipped and i said something and he smacked me across the face and i went n slapped him and nate was like oh damn son she got u so my bf had to show nate that he his dominate and he turned his hand sideways and hit me in the front of my face causing my eyes to tear up from him hitting my nose and i didnt cry and i told him that he hits like a pussy and then i guess i made a racial slur (my bf is white not black but was raised by a black family from the age of 13-16) and he grabbed me by my throat and stared yelling i laughed in his face bc i didnt know wat else to do. After he left go he went to do it again and this time i moved meself that way i could lean back and he had me by my sweated and i was just laughing at him wen he was in my face yelling. Then he let go and i pretened like nothing was wrong. He was sucking up to me and making sure i was alright. He then asked if he hurt me wen he was playing around. And i was like no ur fine dont worry about it....... then we went to bed and then the nxt day was all fine and dandy again......