I have always been a petite and slender boy with measurements of 32 26 30, standing at 5'8" all through high school and even now. At 13, I stayed by my cousins' place in the room that my older cousin (17) and younger cousin (11) shared with separate beds. I would sleep with my younger cousin because his bed was bigger. One night I awoke to the feeling of a penis being forced into my mouth by plugging my nose. My older cousin was trying to make me deepthroat him and I let him use my mouth; I was intrigued and excited. After he pulled his cock our of my mouth and i couldnt feel his presence as I faked pretending to sleep, I felt arms beneath my back and my thighs. he was lifting me up. he carried me to his bed adjacent to where I was "sleeping" and sucked my semi hard boner. I must confess that I was straight at this point but this was the push I needed to explore my sexuality. anyways... he licked me from head to toe: rimming my naturally tight-as-a-nun's-ass and sucking on me, flicking my nipples with his tongue... he was very into it. when it came to him forcing his cock into my tiny frame I could not hold back the moans of painful pleasures that each pulse of his erect member brought onto me. he was my elder cousin emasculating me with my sleeping younger cousin in the bed beside us. Once the head slipped in after being lubed with his spit, my act was over. He bent down grabbed a sock and shoved it in my mouth. I was his sex object and I didn't mind. From then on, every sleep over was a meaningless burst of passion between two men that never left the comforts of the bed. I am 20 now and from 13-18 my cousin and I would fuck weekly. As an added measure, he told me that I gave better head than girls which I must admit I was proud of. I realized I was gay at 17 and these encounters were the "forbidden fruit" to my "garden of Eden" AKA life. in the questionable years between 13 and 15 I also incorporated my younger cousin in my sexual endeavors. when my older cousin was asleep after fucking me I would wake up my younger cousin and fuck him. even while I had my bfs ny cousins and I would fuck as if I was single... I'm a cheating incestuous boy that uses two brothers for my sexual desires that my right hand cant satisfy... 2 years ago I was on my back with my cousins load ony chest when I told him I wanted to stop having sex. even though he is straight he told me that if I was a girl he would not let me go so easily but that it's best if we stop. now we act like it never happened and best of all both of my cousins don't know what I have done with the other :)