When I was younger, 10-13, I used to hang with my fellow...what would you call them?... well it was in residential school. There was a teacher who was pretty strict and would seemingly strap us every day for even the most minor offense. So one day we were hanging after school before supper and Tommy says Mr. Socko****** did something to him. He said it was different but liked it. We asked what it was and he said to pull our pants down and he sucked us. Just for a few moments. He said "see, it feels cool, eh?". So a few days later I got into trouble for being late to class and was told to stay afterwards so he can have some words with me. So later he's telling me I have to get better cause he sees I'm different and could go far if I buckle down. He says he has to strap me but he'll make it better after. He tells me to pull my pants down (a first) and straps me about 5 times. He says "okay now, I'll make it better" and turns me around and takes me soft cock in his mouth. I am soon hard. He is rubbing my ass as he sucks me. Then I feel a finger poking my asshole. I try to move away but he holds me firm. His finger slides into my ass. It hurts and I tell him to take it out. He just keeps sucking me. Soon It kinda feels okay but still uncomfortable. I cum (nothing comes out) and he then tells me to turn around. I do and he pushes me to lay forward on his desk. I then hear his zipper and I think I have to suck him. I don't. I feel him start to push into my ass. I say no and plead for him to stop. He doesn't. When his cock head popped in I screamed out. I started crying. He fucked me for about five minutes and he shoots up my ass. So I'm 15 now and the school has closed down. I meet this girl in catholic school and we go out a couple of times. We are in her basement and kissing and petting. I ask her to suck me and she complies. I then go down on her. A first for me but I've seen it before. I finger her bum while eating her and she is all for it. So I get on my knees and line my dick up with her asshole. I start to push in and she starts freaking out. I just hold her legs apart and push and push. She's crying and I'm fucking her ass. After I'm done she is quiet and distant. I leave. Later at supper there's a cop at my door and asks to talk to me. He hits me as soon as the door is closed to the house. "you think you can fuck one of our girls?" and hits me again. "you fucking indians should fucking go back to your reserve" and he squeezes my neck til I almost black out. I get taken to the station and I am told I'm going to be charged with rape. So later at the prelim it gets out about my old teacher and being taught tha'ts the only way to have sex. The judge dismisses my account and I get sent to kilbourne hall for 2 yrs and then probation. In the youth centre I must have raped about 10 kids. all new to the hall. I have since changed my ways and am now a professional. Every now and again though...I get the urge for gay sex. I'll go pay for a hooker and explain the situation and pay an agreed amount. One time I even found a teenaged boy who is gay and I seen him for a few months but he doesn;t do that anymore.