Unsatisfied Lust
Posted Jul 31, 2012 by anonymous | 695 views | 1 comments
Right now i'm lined up to marry a girl I really have nothing in common with and have little interest of being with. Despite this, I have allowed the relationship to progress. I'm a fairly shy person, so i'm not good with confrontation and voicing my concerns. While she's much more aggressive and pretty much dominates the arguments we have, despite her not being very intelligent. We live together and her sister is about to move in with us after a divorce and lately i've become obsessed with fantasizing about having sex with her, the sister. I don't really even think it's because i'm really attracted to her. I just want to know what she's like in bed. I don't think my fiance or the sister are the type of people to be THAT sexually open that I could just come out and say what I want. Also, I feel like any advance on the sister would ultimately just end up in me being alone again. I feel like i'm never going to be satisfied with a monogamous relationship, even though that is what I feel that I want. Even when i've been in a relationship where I did like the girl, i've always been obsessed with what I didn't have.
Commented Aug 1, 2012 by anonymous
May all your sexual desire get a fine destination.