Was she awake?
Posted Sep 1, 2011 by anonymous | 864 views | 8 comments
My best friend has been staying with me for the last few months. Early this morning she had passed out on the bed while we watched a movie. I was almost as drunk as her and, well... Horny. I kept trying to sneak a peak under her shirt but every time I lifted her shirt she stirred and fixed herself. After all that, I went south and ended up fingering her. However, she didn't even move for the 10 minutes or more that it happened. We love each other like you wouldn't believe but not romantically. So here's where I'm confused: It seems to me that if a bit of nipple-tickling almost wakes her up, wouldn't penetrating her wake her up for sure?? Was she awake just took it? I would think if she were aware, she would close her legs or stir a bit to stop me. Am I just paranoid or what?
Commented Feb 11, 2013 by anonymous
Author again... I failed to mention that two nights after she asked me about it and heard what happened, she and one of my best friends who lives across the street from me and she stayed with after the incident, marched over and she called me out on the front porch. I complied and stepped out. She said "close the door." Is complied. When I turned back to face her, I was met with 2 minutes of punches to the face. I estimate around 35 face punches that I willingly received. I still have scars on my eyebrow and forehead over a year later. She has yet to speak to me and sadly has cut ties with all her best friends down here because of their loving support and offered help to me. The most painful thing in my now 26 years of life, by far, is seeing my best friend look me in the eyes, face all bloody, shake her head, and punch me again.
Commented Nov 17, 2011 by anonymous
Yep. I am in therapy, now. Try not to be so harsh, huh? Would you yell at someone with autism because they were autistic? Yes, there's something wrong with me. No I don't like or want it. I don't know where it comes from, but I would do anything to get rid of this mental issue. When man judges man by his own reasoning, he is only judging himself.
Commented Oct 17, 2011 by anonymous
Are you kidding? Sex therapy? OMG! You're a dick wad!
Commented Oct 2, 2011 by anonymous
This is the author again. As it turns out, my friend was asleep the whole time. However, on Oct. 1st... I messed up again, only this time, she was awake. All I did was touch her lightly down there and she sat up and asked what I was doing. I appologized and went to bed. When she woke up the that day, she tried to convince herself it didn't happen, but last night when I got home, she asked me about it. She was unsure of what happened (past me waking her up.) I told her the truth and she sort of went into shock. She was drunk when I told her, but that didn't help. She says she will not talk to me again until I get help for my problem. I am going to an Sex Addicts Anonymous meeting tomorrow evening. Wish me well. I didn't want to harm her. All I can say is PLEASE everyone; respect people's bodies. Do not betray their trust. It has just ruined my life. If it wasn't so retarded, I would have killed myself last night. Also, everyone; PLEASE don't kill yourself. That, too, is stupid.
Commented Sep 2, 2011 by anonymous
Maybe it was her first time being molested.
Commented Sep 2, 2011 by anonymous
Maybe she felt humiliated.
Commented Sep 2, 2011 by anonymous
i think she was awake and she was curious also. but didnt want to take the chance :)
Commented Sep 1, 2011 by anonymous
Maybe she's just used to bugs crawling around down there