unwanted thoughts
Posted Jan 2, 2014 by anonymous | 433 views | 2 comments
Sometimes you try to get certain thoughts out of your head and the more you try the more they just get stuck there .I'm a married Hassidic woman with children & grandchildren who never felt lust for women but over the last few years have watched certain sites which show lesbian sex and it's been exciting, but I never had any thoughts about anyone I knew. At a weekend convention 2 months ago my husband and I talked to a wonderful couple,the husband an intelligent Rabbi (actiually not Hassidic !) and his wife,we spoke casually for about 15 mins. The wife is in her 50s,really classy in her dress and manner, and to me she seems spectacularly beautiful. She's a kind,modest,woman and would probably be shocked if I revealed to her that I just can not stop thinking about her ,fantasising and even masturbating intensely. I'm too embarrassed to tell any one,whenever I go to a wedding I dream about her being there etc. I know it's a ridiculous infatuation but can't stop,she is soso hot !
Commented Jan 3, 2014 by anonymous
I know how you feel. I too have similar feelings and the thoughts have been recurring for over 2 years now. And I still can't find a way out other than masturbating and fantasising.
Commented Jan 3, 2014 by anonymous
You must get out the negative thoughts.