Ugh, I really love it when I cry on my brithday. Y'know, best thing in the world.
Posted Aug 5, 2012 by anonymous | 471 views | 0 comments
My best friend in the world who I would trust with my life and more's parents dont trust me and might make her stop talking to me. I'm literally bawling right now because of this. And all because she lives a few hours away, they say we're in the past. Ugh. I wonder what they'd think of what they're doing if they knew that I have trust issues and that she's the only person I feel like I can be myself around? Or if they knew that she's the reason I haven't slit my skin on many occasions? They'd probably use that against me too. Not that they'd care that I know it's bad and am doing my best to stop. Nope. Ugh. And it's not like I'm mature enough to know not to do drugs or get pregnant. It's not like I'm not clinically depressed. It's not like I have no reasons to not get straight A's in school. It's not like I'm forcing her into things. Ugh. God, I just wish they could get that I make good decisions and so does she.
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