When I was 15, I was abused by a friend of my family, and as a result, the state I live in sent me to an art therapy thing since they thought I needed that as a good way to heal and get my feelings out. Well when I started going to therapy every week, there was a 16 year old guy there named Joey, who would also be with me every week. (It was me, Joey and a counselor with us and we would sit in a room and do activities.... almost like an art class but with 2 students and it was based on our lives) So soon after I started going to therapy, I didn't like the activities we did. But I looked forward to going every week--we had to go for one hour every Monday for 6 months. (but it was cut short to like 20 weeks since our therapy building relocated and we couldn't go there anymore, so we ended it early as a goodbye present) I pretty much only looked forward to it JUST so I could see Joey. I started having an attraction to him (by the way, I'm a bisexual guy.. I'm 16 now too and Joey's turning 17 in July) and then I started constantly jerking off every night because of him. But I'd always fantasize of me and him being together and having sex one day. I think he's straight--after therapy ended this past February, I rarely talk to Joey now so I never ask him things like his sexuality--but anything can happen between us. I have a boyfriend, but my boyfriend lives in St. Louis and he can't visit me until after I graduate high school, thus I get lonely a lot. But now I can't stop thinking about Joey--despite me being taken--and he's starting college next year, next September. He's gonna be a senior this year and he lives about 30 minutes from my town so getting to him isn't a problem, since his town is very close to where I used to live. Now I message Joey on Facebook every now and then. We were good friends in therapy, but now I wanna be really close to him but I just don't know how. And I also love my boyfriend and our emotional connection is there and when we talk I melt, but when he hangs up I die inside and look for someone to rescue me and make me happy again. However I feel like I've found that person in Joey. Joey's cute, smart, funny, and really sweet and we have a lot in common. So.... anyone have some advice on what I should do? Should I stay with my boyfriend or be friends and more with Joey? Since I'm still attracted to him.