time will tell
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 130 views | 0 comments
I will just keep quiet. I will keep it to myself. I won't risk ruining two years of a relationship. I won't risk losing the woman I love for one I THINK I love. I will just wait. I will let time decide. Afterall, she was here before you. We were in love lONG before you. I know you see how we aren't doing that well, but that is what relationships go through. It's not always roses. But I know deep down-maybe it could be better. I think of you constantly. I obsess over you. I hate it when those girls hurt you over and over again. we are so much alike it's frightening. I feel a pull toward your heart...it is inevitable that you have to feel it too. I see it in your eyes. I see the pain of what may never be. Maybe I'm just reflecting it upon you. Grrr! I could just let the world know and see what happens. But I'm a COWARD! I'm holding on to one thing in fear, but maybe I am holding out for love as well. Who knows. Is it hopeless. I think maybe it is. Am I stuck? I feel like I am. Prison walls and dreams of the ocean keep me locked away inside my mind. I will keep quiet-until the bomb drops. i love you.
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