tears dont mean your losing,everybodys bruising
Posted Mar 6, 2012 by anonymous | 547 views | 4 comments
where to begin...i am 12 years old noone should ever go throughwhat happen in my life.it started when i was about 5 my parent started to fight so my dad left when we were sleeping 1 year later he said he was dieing from cancer, so we let in our life we gave him are trust we were a family again.it was christmas time we were all very happy.around dinner he told us he lied,he was fine the the whole time and cheated on my mom.he left and so wewnt are memory of him.my mom was remaried but we hatewd her new husband about the 4th year we lived there she was hit by 2 bye to very large trucks and broke her back.she was in the hospital almost a year we only saw her once because because it was so far away,finally she came 2 weeks later she was hit and went into a ditch and broke her leh i broke my arm and leg.she finally left him and we moved i was about 10 so i started to get into sports starting to be happy then we moved again and i started getting sadder and sadder and my mom has i big job so we lived with my aunt and uncle and there rude teen daught brittany she was very rude to me so i kept to my self the 1 year we lived there,nothing got better i i started to get depressed i still am i fake a smile everyday i need help but i cant get it from my family i dont know what todo i keep haveing sucide thoughts i want them to stop but whats making it worst is my brother and sister they hate me and so does my mom...,i just want some help and i dont know what to do.
Commented Mar 7, 2012 by anonymous
A lot of people have bad childhood or maybe they have a great childhood, but bad luck when they grow older. Just remember that life is like a zebra, you have the white and black lines all over. you have to be strong to come over. Remember one thing, even though it was so tough, your parents tried to be and were next to you. its a time for you to start thinking about your future and be with your parents and support them. suicide is for losers, who dont have the strength and will to get over everything and make their life happier there is always a way out. you need to find it.
Commented Mar 7, 2012 by anonymous
Your worth life, worth living, and worth making it through another day. Everyone feels like life is a drag but the most important thing to know is no one is alone. Just try to fight it out with the situation.
Commented Mar 6, 2012 by anonymous
i tryed they dont believe me.
Commented Mar 6, 2012 by anonymous
I had a similar childhood, filled with trauma etc. You need to tell someone at school (teacher, counseler, any adult)