Sucked off someone who hates me.
Posted Oct 12, 2014 by anonymous | 703 views | 2 comments
I grew up with just my Mom and older sister until I was 9 yo. That's when I got an stepdad and an older brother. My step brother was 15 and I really wanted him to like me, but from the beginning he hated me. No matter what I did he was cruel and hateful to me. I once made him a hand made birthday card and he tore it up and threw it in my face. The real problem happened when I was 11 yo. I walked in his bedroom and caught his girl friend sucking his dick. He got so mad that he threw a dumb bell across the room at me and cussed at me. My step dad was an ok guy and he tried to get my step bro to be kinder to me. I still recall him telling step dad " if he wants me to like him he can suck my dick". Well, guess what? I took that to mean if I suck his dick he would like me. So I offered and he let me. I had no idea how to do it , but I did and he would cum in my mouth and make me swallow. I did not like doing it, but if thought it would make him like me. It didn't. He was fine when we having our encounters. In fact, he would even cuddle me afterwards, but he would always go back to being cruel by the next day. This went on for about 2 years until I was 13. Then it stopped because I realized he was only using me and would never think of me as his brother. We were at restaurant and one of his teachers approached our table and struck up a conversation. She asked my step bro if I was his brother. He said, he said " No, his mom is just married to my Dad. I realized I was nothing to him and never sucked him off again. My mom and his dad are still married...he doesn't even acknowledge my existence.
Commented Oct 12, 2014 by anonymous
I meant to say NOT let it scar you!
Commented Oct 12, 2014 by anonymous
It's really sad that you tried so hard to get him to be a big brother and he was so cruel and ending up using you. I hope you have let it scar you!