Strange, but still controllable.
Posted Feb 24, 2013 by anonymous | 2538 views | 10 comments
Can't really think I'm posting here. Well I've read some sick shit here most of what was absolutely ridiculous. But still, confession is a confession so here we go. I have a girlfriend. We have been together for 3 years now. I'm 18 and she is 11 months younger. We plan to get married after I have finished my conscription army service in the heavy armor battalion as a tank-hunter. So when we were younger and dumber, she got together with her ex. And had sex with him. I was a full on wimp back then. Dressed like a godamn 13 year old faggot etc. So I have changed. She too, I grew some balls. I dropped the dressing style that could be summed up in the word "swag". Got me a motorcycle licence A1 now and after 1.5 years will be full fledged A. She looks like most beautiful angel there is. I love nothing more than her. So the ex still haunts me. I am a kind and loving man, for her. But I have now this anger. A fire burning inside of me. I am morally what you would consider gray. I just...he hurt her. He hurt my angel. When ever I remember him, I just want to outright kill him. Jab a knife through his throat. I takes lots of restraint to not to. I know where he lives. But I have a dilemma. I leave for army in 6 months. If I have a record like that, I can never join up, they would give me the mentally-disordered papers and discharge me. I plan to take my soldier vow. I plan to serve my country. But if I am going to make him pay, I need to do it before army and risk the high chance of getting caught. For now, I control my self, my dream of service is stronger than some pity-teen-drama. I am the better man. But if someone were to touch my wife-to-be now. May god have mercy on his soul then. Also after my service, if I decide to go through and stay in the army, I will be honor bound to not commit acts of violence without self-defense in mind. Thats my confession. I gave her a second chance. Was worth it.
Commented Aug 5, 2014 by anonymous
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Commented Feb 26, 2013 by anonymous
she will probablly fuck him or someone else while you are deployed, once a cheat always a cheat...
Commented Feb 25, 2013 by anonymous
Listen soldier, if this girl is cheating on you get the message she is looking for another guy. It isn't the guys fault she is on the prowl looking for a man. A women that loves her man doesn't cheat . You can kill all the man you want she will still find one to ride her. I've seen this happen many times.
Commented Feb 25, 2013 by anonymous
I know you have your future planned out, but men with a bloodlust like this should not serve. I hope you know what I mean here. Find a way to just let it go, or do not serve my country, son. Think about it. PTS is real and increasingly prevalent in our young men and women. You, as with anyone else, are capable of doing terrible things. It is your responsability to keep yourself in check. If there are doubts about your mental state pre-service, think of what may occur post... I urge you to think long and hard about this decision. Be smart. And God bless you for wanting to serve your country.
Commented Feb 25, 2013 by anonymous
well this is sure another prospective on things.
Commented Feb 25, 2013 by anonymous
You need to know how to control your life.
Commented Feb 25, 2013 by anonymous
Oh so you wanna go kill some innocent people. You army guys are going to rot in hell. Serving your country? What a fucking joke. You just want to shoot people and feel good about it. I hope your girlfriend fucks all your friends and you come back to nothing but a head full of guilt for killing innocent people. The army is for losers.
Commented Feb 24, 2013 by anonymous
There is no pussy in the world that is worth fucking your life up over. In fact, you should just jettison that cum dumpster and get yourself a real woman that won't cheat on you because as soon as you are out of the picture, she's going to be back humping her ex or some other guy and you'll be thousands of miles away wondering who she is fucking behind your back. It just isn't worth dealing with all that stress. I mean you come back after serving your country and get some STD from that whore as your reward? Fuck that!
Commented Feb 24, 2013 by anonymous
well just let the world take care of him. have you ever heard of karma? she is real and exists and she too is beautiful. she is going to handle it for you. you have to go on and be the better man you say you want to be. its hard but everyone gets what's coming to them. love her. go buy her flowers and tell her how much you love her.
Commented Feb 24, 2013 by anonymous
forget it you soundlike you have a bright future area of you don't ruin it for something not worth it