Broken Beyond Belief
Posted Feb 24, 2013 by anonymous | 2775 views | 7 comments
Last night I got drunk and I mean super drunk for the first time in 4 years. I'm a senior in high school and when I was in middle I got drunk all the time and smoked too. But when I was in freshman in high school I became best friends with this girl and she was the only reason I stopped doing all the bad stuff. Well recently things have been hitting me really hard like family problems, everything's broken at home. It always has been... Physical fights between my parents. And physical fights I've had with my parents. Now this has been happening more and more each day. Then school started weighing heavy on me. The stress of graduating and leaving this small town to go to a university is becoming a little much to handle too. Now this best friend I told you about earlier. Yeah I found out she got drunk and that shes been keeping alot of things from me... And at first she lied to me about it... Thee only person I still trusted in this world I felt like completely crushed me... So I got drunk and it was this same friend that I called crying to and apparently said some stuff I'm regretting now... The only thing that has been keeping me alive, has been completely slaughtered. I've fallen in depressing... I spend all my days sleeping, or crying in the shower... I've lost all hope in myself and looking in the mirror I'm just disgusted... This world is disgusting.. All the lies and fights..,. I've had a black eye before from my mom and got choked out by my dad... But I "just fell". Cliche I know... But now I don't know what to do... I can't even turn to God anymore... I don't deserve his faith in me.... I'm a mess... And I know I have no one else to blame but myself and I know people will comment on this being rude and that's fine. Comment away or don't. But I said all I've had to say.
Commented Aug 5, 2014 by anonymous
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Commented Jul 18, 2014 by anonymous
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Commented Feb 25, 2013 by anonymous
Take a counseling & see the change in you.
Commented Feb 24, 2013 by anonymous
Whoever told him to blow his brains out, you deserve to die. You are a pussy. I hope you have your small intestine ripped out if your asshole and someone chokes you out with it then cuts your balls off and shoves them down your throat you pussy ass faggot
Commented Feb 24, 2013 by anonymous
just get trough it. yeah its hard. but dont let your guard down. God love's you and he put you on this earth for a reason.
Commented Feb 24, 2013 by anonymous
You fucking loser. You should get a nice gun and blow your fucking brains out.
Commented Feb 24, 2013 by anonymous
My only advice is keep your head down n finish school once college comes your gone n never have to look back.