Slowly losing the will
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 81 views | 0 comments
I feel so lonely and depressed I wish I could cry or walk into the sea and never resurface. Then I feel guilty because I know life is a gift, and if something bad were to happen to me, I'd be bitter. I hate feeling old, and fat and ugly, hating my teeth and my big feet, yet knowing it's really nothing: I'm not diseased. I'm not unhealthy. I just feel undesired by everyone, and even by myself. I think I wish I could stop feeling this way, but I continue to grin like a monkey banging cymbals at the turn of a key.
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