slash/asshole of the universe
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 98 views | 0 comments
alright, I was an idiot and went down to fucking slumville to see my son this evening. his dad agreed to pay me to clean his place and I did, but he did't pay me. my son wanted me to wait and let him pack up his shit to move back in, but I didn't want to go back in to HELLVILLE where his father was. I told my son I was sorry, and I left, came home, blocked their number and here I am. I know this is a confession/complait site, so I confess that I wanted to put a hit out on my ex and I haven't because my son loves him, so he's still alive. the sob even asked why I haven't had him knocked off yet, and I told him it was because my son loves him and I don't EVER want to hurt my child. I just don't understand the sick thinking behind my ex, I really don't. I know this isn't everyday shit, but...WHY does he insist in spending the rest of his life hurting me and my son? it's pretty sick when you use a child like that. I've had MORE than enough - damn near 15 years is a long time to be obsessed with a person and I'm over it already. He told me I'd be six foot under before he saw me with another man, and I spent 7 years with a decent one. but...my ex had to threaten him to protect me and my son and there was no way he could protect my son because his father was involved (and not in a good way. this is some sick shit. do please don't ever wonder why I'm a hard ass at times. I have to be. I thought I was free at one time cuz' my ex-husband was with a Victoria's Secret underwear model, but he couldn't handle her for long because she was young and dumb, so he got rid of her and said it was because he was still in love with me. Personally, I think he should be locked up in a mental institution and if anybody wonders why I drink...well, here it is.
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