SEX WITH MY MALE COUSIN
Posted Sep 4, 2014 by jack94 | 260 views | 4 comments
Hi all when I was about 10 or 11 I began to have strong sexual urges and ended up having sexual experiences with my cousin about the same age as me.We were both boys both straight and did not talk or discuss sex.After a while I felt horrible about what happened and stopped doing what I did with him.This secret haunted me for a really long time and After 7 years of keeping it a secret I decided to tell my family starting with my sisters.Problem is whenever I got into fights with my sister she would call me a rapist and add injury to what I have told her.My family knows about what I did including my parents.I worry though that I shouldnt have told soo many people in my family because I dont want to risk being vulnerable or exposed if a fight breaks out especially the sister I have mentioned.I have told 5 people in my family my parents and my 3 sisters.Two of my sisters are trustworthy and know they would never hurt me but my 3rd sister can be hurtful but she is also not one to tell.i am afraid that if I get into a fight with that sister she may want to hurt me and expose my secret eventhough she promised me she would not tell anyone.I felt so trapped not having told anyone initially and am kind of glad I told but at the same time did I make a mistake telling so many people and is there any way to recover from this if any of my friends or people I care about find out after all I was so young when it happened and I am so remoarseful and I hear that stuff like this happens to alot of teenage guys.Help give me advice someone
Commented Sep 4, 2014 by anonymous
really gay
Commented Sep 4, 2014 by anonymous
First off, you should NOT feel ashamed about your experiences with your male cousin. Same sex experimentation between male relatives at that age is a lot more common than you would think. Secondly, Your sister is a bitch! Shame on her for throwing that in your face! Finally, don't live your life in regret. You seem like a thoughtful person...embrace the awesomeness that you are!!
Commented Sep 4, 2014 by anonymous
Keep your two cent comment to yourself you are not exactly a saint your self we all make mistakes I am posting this and am not caring what losers like you think I do not care what you think of me bcz I dont know you and you dont know me I need advice not criticism go pick on someone else I have better things to do with my time
Commented Sep 4, 2014 by anonymous
gay