Seduced by a gay man when I was 16
Posted Sep 3, 2012 by anonymous | 25213 views | 22 comments
This happened in the prairies. I want to get it off of my chest. I am in my 40s and have been in a long term relationship, good job, kids all of that. A typical middle class man who seems to be doing well but who has a secret he needs to get off of his chest. I was 16. Very straight and I hung around with friends who were not gay or bi. As with most 16 year old males all I was interested in was girls. Although I am attractive in that girls have always fallen all over me, I was not seeing anyone, nor had I slept with a woman. That creates a lot of frustration. Not out of control, masturbation is a wonderful thing. I was working at a retail store and was approached by a man who I would guess was in his late 30s or early 40s at the time. I had just turned 16. The man spent a lot of time with me asking me questions about the merchandise. I had no idea he was gay. I had no idea that he was scouting me out for seduction. I did not see anything coming. He ran a DJ business. He asked if I would like a job helping him setting up his equipment when he had gigs. I was very entrepreneurial and simply did not turn jobs down. I said I was interested and he took my name and number. He called and asked me to come to his house for an interview. It was a little weird, although he was in his late 30s or early 40s, he lived in his parents’ basement. I went downstairs into his bedroom which was quite large, having 2 beds along a long wall and lots of space. No couches so you sat on a bed. Again, I was 16 and had no idea what was coming. Very naive. I don’t even remember talking about the job, although I got it (no kidding). He asked me if I know about what I think was the Forum section of Penthouse magazine which contains erotic stories. I did know and he pulled out some Penthouse magazines and had me read some particularly hot stories of men fucking women. All hot for me as I was into women. I also ended up looking at naked pictures of women in the magazines and was getting hornier and hornier which of course was his plan. I assume now that he knew how to seduce teenage boys. Get them really really horny by reading erotic stories of heterosexual sex and by looking at really hot naked women. Then use that sexual arousal. I was getting hotter and hotter. My penis was really hard and uncomfortable in my pants. He was sitting on one bed, except for when he was bringing me a magazine to look at. I was sitting on another bed. Hang on I am taking a sip of wine as I need to be a bit buzzed to share this. That’s better. Once he got me to a high state of arousal, he asked if I had seen a person (I forget his name) who had a really large cock. I said no and he pulled out a magazine of men, probably a Playgirl but I can’t say now, with pictures of this guy with a cock that was like a foot and a half long non-erect. Indeed, there were no pics of him with an erection but that is not the point. Now this guy who is in the process of seducing me has me really aroused and looking at pictures of a naked man. Something I had never done. I am now looking at naked men with big cocks when I am super aroused. He then asked if I had ever had sex with a man. I had had the typical couple of adolescent encounters with male friends. A couple of blow jobs and one instance of anal sex. Years distant. I shared this now unbearably aroused which led him to his final question. Would I like to have sex with a man again. I did not even hesitate to say yes I was soooo very aroused. I mean my cock was throbbing I was so hot from the erotic stories and naked pictures. We both undressed. I remember thinking as I was pulling my pants down and then off, how hot I was feeling and that this seemed a little unreal. He had me lay down on the bed, naked. He started running his hands over my body, my ass, my legs, hugging me, grabbing my cock. I had never cuddled anyone before or had foreplay. The few adolescent encounters were just down to it (blow job or the one anal â€" sorry there was some minimal caressing when an older friend took my ass the one time). Anyway, I found him grabbing me weird, foreign just because I had not experienced it before. I see now that from his perspective he was an unattractive older man (not kidding on unattractive bit) who had landed a catch, a really hot (no kidding I was the hot alpha male of my teenage peers â€" I am not embellishing for this confession), and was savoring it (me) before the finish. After the touching and caressing which I was uncomfortable with, he guided me to suck his cock. Being that this is a confession, I was so hot and aroused that I was fully willing for him to put his cock into my ass and had gotten on all fours for him to do that. As it turned out this gay guy was not into anal sex, just oral, so he guided me to suck his cock. Confession â€" I would have liked at the time for him to give it to me up the ass, that is what I thought he meant by sex, but that was not what he was into. So he directed me to take his cock into my mouth while he laid on his back. I have a vivid memory of that. Before he came he told me he was coming and directed me to take my mouth off of his cock as he was worried about coming in my mouth due to my inexperience. I followed his direction and he came onto his stomach and chest. Then he had me lay on my back and he put his lips over my cock and started sucking. It felt really good to have my cock in his mouth. I was so fucking aroused and hot and he gave good head and the orgasm was…can only be described as hot. It was a great release. After I got dressed and left. I had been so conditioned to be homo-phobic that I felt very very guilty over what had happened. I blamed myself and put myself through a lot of guilt and grief at the time. Literally felt despondent. I did end up working for him but because of the guilt I made it clear I would not sleep with him again and I never did. Until the past couple of years, I felt that I was to blame for what happened. It literally took me decades to understand that I was not to blame. I had been seduced by an older man who knew exactly what he was doing. He was the hunter. I was the prey. He had a successful hunt. The odd thing is that now I am not bitter at all. Indeed, the memory is erotic for me. I am in a heterosexual relationship but find the memory of that gay seduction satisfying and arousing. I notice that not many people actually comment on stories posted on this site. If you found this interesting I really would like some feedback. On the one hand I now recognize that there is nothing wrong with sexual pleasure and that the man seducing me found me hot and simply wanted to have me. On the other hand, I did not see it coming, would not have gone there knowing he wanted to seduce me, and was the perfect seduction target in that I did not see any of it coming until after I had been seduced. I do not like power imbalance language but there certainly was an experience imbalance. He did not say he found me hot, was gay, and was intent on seducing me. He used employment as a pretext and got me naked and in bed before I knew what was happening. Is it wrong to know find that okay?
Commented Oct 5, 2014 by anonymous
this is so pathetic! come on dude, are you for real? "I had a couple of adolescent male encounters..." but in every other way you were straight. And soooo naïve. And apparently with no sense of personal boundaries? There are so many things in this story that just don't fly! This is utter bullshit! This is a very, very warped, corrupted site! This should be forbidden!!!
Commented Sep 29, 2014 by anonymous
i want to have someone fuck me now
Commented Sep 4, 2014 by anonymous
I'm wanking because of you all I wish I could walk one of you while you want me an i suck u til you cum In my mouth as we lie together it nicer if you look awesome with a lovely cock
Commented Sep 4, 2014 by anonymous
I met a gay guy on line he was a photographer anda massage guy eventuallying I went for a massage and said he could do wat he wanted but I wouldn't take part it was so good being massaged that I got a fI'll errection while on my stomach and then he asked me to turn over, and continued to massage me tI'll I felt me fully in his mouth, it was awesome I soon came an i felt so tender on my head I couldn't let anything touch It, now I had seen male gay porn so I felt he could do with a little tender seduction so I started to play with his cock licking around his ballad wanking and chucking him i had only sucked two guys wen i was young for seconds but liked the idea, so I used all I learned off porn and seduced him till he came it was so good to experience, I have been wit another lovelier cock since and I adore his but have to pay him how sad I can't see him more his is awesome
Commented Aug 26, 2014 by anonymous
I was wonderfully seduced when I was a boy by a man who was very skilled. He took his time over many weeks, letting me give in gradually, first letting him caress my cock and balls outside my clothes, then masturbating me one night at the movies. Next he got me to let him suck my cock and then came the night he very gently took my cherry. I loved every second of it, and he then came to stay at our house and shared my bedroom, fucking me almost every night for over 18 months. Since then I have had sex with a few other guys, loving all of it.
Commented Aug 17, 2014 by anonymous
I guess we were all actually mollested at a tender age. Women call that rape. I'm sorry it happened. I think it's left us all kind of screwed up.
Commented Aug 17, 2014 by anonymous
I was seduced by a older guy when I was a young teen. He jacked me off. And made me jack him off . His cock was about 8 inches. I was really messed up and guilty about it for years. But secretly I think I enjoyed playing with his big cock and making him cum. But after years of heterosexual lifestyle I'm afraid to approach another man. Afraid of what my daughter who is in college would think of me.ect. I guess I'm an old queer who is living a lie.
Commented Jul 14, 2014 by anonymous
That was sooo hot I had to get naked and jerk off a huge load!
Commented Jul 14, 2014 by anonymous
I wish I could get naked for you and get on my knees before you and let you empty your balls down my throat'
Commented Jul 14, 2014 by anonymous
That was spoon hot I will add my own story of being seduced by my 79 yr old widower neighbor at what he gote to do for him and what he still wants to do to me now that he's 81!
Commented Jul 4, 2014 by anonymous
Wish i could suck your dick and let u suck mine!
Commented May 25, 2014 by anonymous
That was so good a good irs ime story nt a lot different to m first tie with a guy
Commented May 31, 2013 by anonymous
we all like our cocks played with so where is the harm
Commented May 29, 2013 by anonymous
You seem very experienced about the complete control older men have on younger men. I was seduced the exact same way---the 40 yr old man offered me work a young boy could do to make extra money. I fell under his spell as soon as I saw him staring at me in a parking lot. I guess making direct eye contact with my seducer is how he got me. He asked me to walk around and climb up inside his truck. I did not realize how easy he it was for him. I felt some kinky perverted overtones in his questions that eventually became sexual. I allowed him to lean over and start feeling my legs and made no attempt to stop him. I am not attracted to men but ever since that first seduction, I have allowed many older men to seduce me. That first man got me to his house for 2 days and had his way with me, further confusing me when I got very aroused when I put up a fight and he forcefully tore my clothes off, I became erect and he loved it I had a huge orgasm as he forced himself on me felling so confused as to how a hetero boy could get aroused by that. Now I like going anywhere that is known for older gay vagrants and letting them undress me
Commented Mar 19, 2013 by anonymous
fuck me plzz
Commented Sep 22, 2012 by anonymous
you shuldent feel gilty he gave you magazeens and made a boner out of u but doing it was bad masterbating is beter for you i do it and i am 14
Commented Sep 17, 2012 by anonymous
THAT was hot. I think that becuase it was so honsest...and becuase the long post of how the older guy found it was wso honest...i found it hot.....i was also seduced by a gay guy but i was older....got me really buzzed...and than naked....nothin happened but gettin naked and aroused was really hot...i am in a long term relationship so really could not go further...but was really hot to get naked while watchin porn and gettin buzzed....just really hot...while safe....really enjoyed this post...would find it hot to hear some other real confessions of gay sudduction as we all know they r out there....
Commented Sep 17, 2012 by anonymous
Hey if the last commenter would comment on his gay seduction i would appreciate it....i am the poster and it would be neat to hear what happned to u as I still sturggle with the seduction even though i now find it hot
Commented Sep 4, 2012 by anonymous
yes it's okay. explore this side of you. Sex is good. He shouldn't have tried for underage sex, but if you're fine with it now, that's all that matters. :-)
Commented Sep 4, 2012 by anonymous
You must told your parents about this issue. They may have taken proper action over it.
Commented Sep 4, 2012 by anonymous
That was really really arousing to read….what a great seduction technique. Well I will comment. Stop the guilt. You are sexual. You can suppress this sexual fact. You can deny this sexual fact. You can play games where you are distracted from this sexual fact. What is clear from what you wrote is that you cannot change the sexual fact that you now find your complete seduction by this older man as hot. You wish you did not have to feel guilt. You wish you would have been free to pursue your gay side. I have no doubt when you say you like women. I imagine you fantasize about them. I imagine when you see a hot one during the day you automatically think of fucking them and being in love with them, because for you that makes the sex more erotic…, I have no doubt you are totally turned on by women and will need to continue to fuck them…..but your story tells me very very very clearly that you have a gay side that is as real as you hetro-sexual side. Go on and deny it but you crave gay sex. You can put it on the back burner but you know it will always be there…wanting to get out. What you find so sexy about your actual seduction now, is that you appreciate that it was okay to have that gay experience. There was nothing wrong. You did not have to beat yourself up inside over it. It was okay. Yet, for you it was not okay which is why you really truly honest to god were seduced and did not see it coming. That is why your story is so hot. There is honesty there. You did not see it coming and were totally seduced, meaning you really could not say no. A form of rape really, but one we will not criminalize, nor should we. You see how hot it was for him to seduce you in that way. To think of how willing you were to read the Forum stories. That surely would make you hot. And then he would know you would be willing to look at the pictures of naked women. It is clear you are getting aroused by the several Forum stories you had him read. You saw his breathing change. He would not, could not say no to naked pictures of women…..and then he was looking at naked pictures of women and getting more and more aroused. His breathing is slow and deep. His pants are tight. You have him….you let him continue with the women pictures to get him hotter and hotter. To the point all men know well, were really, they cannot say no to sex. Any Sex! Now he is there…and you ask about whether he ever saw that guy with the huge cock….No you hadn’t….do you wanna see?….sure….that is long….Now he is looking at a naked man with a two foot cock…not erotic but he is looking at a naked man when you have him over the turn back arousal point….I know that all, yes all, males have homosexual experiences during adolescence. No exceptions. So you ask him if he ever had sex with a man…he does not know he is being seduced…he sees nothing of this…so he answers honestly…a couple of times…he has you tell about this because you know that him telling you will turn his arousal to his sex with men…his sex with men…that is now what he is thinking of when totally aroused…you have got him where you want him…thinking of his sex with men…and then you ask the final inevitable question in your complete seduction of him that he cannot see and will not see for years to come, that you had him all the way. That you were the sexual conqueror on this day. That you, the 39 or so old non attractive gay guy has landed and seduced an unbelievable once in a lifetime hot teen age boy, yes boy, who is now totally yours…to do as you please…indeed, he gets on all fours thinking that you want to fuck him up the ass…totally yours…and it is so hot to see that more than 10 of an ass..oh my god a once in a lifetime ass with his good looks and vibrant energy…and you have your dream…only you will not do him up the ass…because you want to deny him that…you even want to deny him your cum…the bit of control makes it sooo much sexier for your. It is the control mixed with the sex that makes it all so good. So you have him suck you but you will not come in his mouth. And then you suck him off. And then you are even a little cold to him. Knowing he will be even now conflicted and not even really knowing what is going on. You get dressed. You show him out the door. You spend the next month fantasizing about this incident…because it was so hot for you…you did not have to make anything up…it was totally hot…better than any fantasy…hmmmm…..and he can see now how hot it was for you…and he lives it through you…and he cannot fault you…wow…
Commented Sep 3, 2012 by anonymous
Wow that was hot. Very honest. I had a similar experience in that I was seduced by a gay man when I was a teenager. Also felt guilty because that is how we were conditioned to feel but now find it hot for the same reason I found this post hot. Because it was hot. Thanks for the post.