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Posted Apr 11, 2013 by anonymous | 258 views | 7 comments
I am married to a man that I don't love like I should. I want to be with someone else but my son is what is keeping me in my marriage. I wish my husband would tell me he hates me and leave me. At least than I would be free to love the man I want to love. We got married when I was barely 21 and it was a mistake. He loves me dearly but I don't love him. The longer I am with him, the more I want to be with the other man, and the more I resent my husband. He doesn't deserve to be with a horrible girl like me. I feel like a ugly person inside who is incapable of being unselfish and caring for others. It simply started because I had never dated or been with anyone else aside from him. I didn't realize what I was missing out on in life. He's 8 years older than I am...this sucks. I want to have great sex, experience life, and be on my own. I feel like he is my best friend but not my lover. I don't have sex with him and I won't do it either. I can't when I know my heart is somewhere else.
Commented Apr 16, 2013 by anonymous
Instead of trying to sleep around you need to concentrate and really try to fix your relationship. You are trying to run bc you think you dont love him anymore when love is an action. You can make a conscious choice to love him and to fight for this but you selfishly think marriage is something you only do until you feel like doing otherwise. You need to stop worrying about someone else and realize the grass isnt always greener. You need to realize plenty of ppl are dying to have the boring marriage you have and stop taking it for granted and depriving your husband of sex. ughhhh thats awful. He is committed to your selfish ass and he doesnt deserved to be deprived of the fruits of marriage bc you are to concentrated on something else.
Commented Apr 15, 2013 by anonymous
Life's to short to be unhappy , just fuck something strange and calm your hormones , I hate seeing desperate wife's everywhere that deserve good dick to cure their ddepression,
Commented Apr 12, 2013 by anonymous
Just fuckin leave. Dumb ass. Ur wasting ur life
Commented Apr 12, 2013 by anonymous
Ya it is sad to be do the thing you are doing.
Commented Apr 11, 2013 by anonymous
have you seen the movie "Temptation" by Tyler Perry? if you haven't then you need to watch this movie it could change you life
Commented Apr 11, 2013 by anonymous
Please try to fix your marriage. You'll end up regretting it if u leave him
Commented Apr 11, 2013 by anonymous
relationships are hard. I also married too young and I can understand your feelings of 'missing out'. Many parents separate and find a way to still create a loving childhood for their children. you have to do what will ultimately be best for all concerned.