I know its hard but rome wasnt built in a day. Work on your relationship with your husband and really fight for it. Love him when its not easy to. Dont just follow your pleasures but make sacrifices and honor the vows you made to your husband. Fight with all you have and allow God to help you repair the damage. The grass is not always greener. Work on your sex life and your marriage bc that is what you committed to when you said I DO.

I said it before and I will say it again, if your husband loves you, then he would want you to have the joy and happiness this other man gives you, so go to him and just be tastefully discrete. If your husband does not really love you, and he only wants to possess you like some pet, then you should leave him... Believe me, I am a husband, if my wife felt the way you feel for another man, I could not stand in the way of my wife's happiness, I would tell her to be with the other man whenever she wanted, and I would hope that she would return to me and stay with me, but I would tell her to follow her heart, enjoy the other man, and if she still felt for me then to stay with me.

All I know is that I think about him all day, every day. That when I am with him I feel for him in ways I have never felt for my husband. I'm trying to work things out with my husband but at the end of the day I think I am living a lie. As each day passes it does not get easier...

Oh my goodness that confession is so sad, that this man made you feel so good, and because of some sick societal convention about marriage you are going to condemn yourself to never feel that pleasure again?!? Seriously, if I were your husband I would want you to go to this man just so you could be happy. IF your husband loves you, really loves you, he would want you to enjoy those pleasures even if he were not the man giving you that pleasure. There are so many hypocrites, husbands who SAY that they love their wives, but when the wife gets a chance to really enjoy something they get jealous and insecure and ruin their wives happiness. Sweetie, PLEASE don't condemn yourself to a empty life, seriously, your husband would want you to be happy. Go back to that fantastic lover of yours and tell him you will need to be tastefully discrete about it, but that you NEED your happiness.

You must not cheat with your husband.

Cindy?