I've done a lot wrong.... but I feel I've also done alot right. I confess to cybering to pleasing sumone... I knew a girl named ? n met her online... she was kool at first. Slowly that turned into crushing on me. She askd if I liked her... I didn't have an answer. I barley knew her and by the way she acted... totally wasn't interested. I said she was cute and flirted... thing was it really was unintentional. I dnt know why I charm sum girls just by talking. Maybe because I'm nice... I tend to make them feel beautiful n sexy n etc... not down in the pits like sum ppl. I've had girls tell me they love me more than 5... 10 times... the thing about that is they fell for me... I was just being me. It was sweet bit I'm wasnt looking for sweet... so this girl ? started liking me more and more. Sumtimes she'd b so sweet and caring that I too started liking her... but that changed... quickly. I know she was hurt a lot n she wanted a bf... she asked me if i'd b here's... again, I didnt answer. I didn't want to hurt her. I wanted her happy n since I knew she was into certain things... I got my friend too hook her up. It started out fun on the computer... I was chillin with music and they were im'ing... I couldn't stop laughing at the expressions! This chick was ka-kinky. She loved anal n hated oral... yah, like thats better.... My friend needed help so he kept asking me to write 4 him. See, I'm good at cyber... not bragging. It didn't mean much to me cause I wasnt into it. With the rite girl... I hate 2 say it but, I'd b a little shy cause I care wat they think! So I wrote down a few things... I knew her hot spots by her personality... breast, thighs... kinda like KFC lol. I wrote semi long seductive im's about what i'd do to her n she went krazy. Kinda too krazy. She enjoyed it... enjoyed it that I was the very first guy to make her finger herself... I mean she's done it 2 porn b4... just not to a man being sexy. After we continued to Im... and she was kinda strange. I don't give oral unless u catch my attention and or hot... but I did for her. She kinda just looked at me n I had to ask... "Am I doing it wrong?" I knew I wasnt... but her expression was odd. She simply repiled "I like giving not receiving" ah. Never heard of a girl who doesn't enjoy oral! Strange... And btw she liked it rough... rough where even I say "R u shure?" Handcuffs and all... this continued for a while... sumthing was missing tho. Uk, besides my sanity! A young lady who would change my world around... I wnt share any names! I know she knows who she is... a convo of a hooker made us. Weird how u fall in like... then love... wat a journey. The girl continued to want me but I said enough. Little did I know I would literally b tortured with mgs... oh the stress. She was OBSESSIVE to shuch a degree I snapped! It went on 4 six to eight more months... tell she got my # She still doesn't know its me... btw left out detail 4 my sanity.. .......................... to b continued...................................