I'm an atheist thank God

Fuck all the religions - it's all utter 2000yr old bullshit designed to keep primitive people in check and to give them fear from the 'all powerful all seeing hand of god' (who for some reason they praise) as to stick to basic fundamental morals. All the stuff in the religous books is outdated and was not written in mind for the modern society. The problem is, religous people are to scared of the almighty's wrath to see past the rubbish crammed down their throats from the moment they were goddamn born. If religion was abolished, society would develop much quicker and there would be less wars which let's face it, pretty much all have religous links and/or causes

I feel sorry for you, feeling like that for so long must be bad. Part of my family is religious (Mormon) they live nowhere near me and I was quite glad about that whilst growing up because I always thought that they were judging me for not being religious. In a way, I'm judging these sorts of people by saying this but (everyone sins so it's ok!) a lot of religious people do cast judgement on people who are atheist, they do treat them differently and in my opinion it is wrong. I don't go to church, I would like to read it but I don't own a bible but I do believe in Jesus. I will admit, I didn't believe before. I saw the way that part of my family were acting with the judging and throwing their opinions around and I didn't want any part of it. As this is raw confessions I'm going to say it... I don't care about anyone else's judgement tbh. I've been a stripper - yeah you heard it STRIPPER for 6 years. The only part I liked about it was the money. I've been greedy, I never thought that I would eventually see how wrong what I had been doing was. This all seems to be going way off subject but bare with me (it's just turned into my fucking life story lol). About a year ago I started watching stuff on YouTube on some of my nights off work. Judge me all you like but look properly at the things I'm telling you before you do ok, I came across videos about the new world order, poison such as aspartame in our food and fluoride in our water, Freemasons, the "illuminati" - this name is being used as a joke recently by people using it as a new cool thing but whatever their name is, whoever is controlling the government is laughing at the fact that us people find it funny.... Probably saying way too much for one comment and I look like a nut job but. After watching quite a bit of stuff about the way the world is being run I found myself feeling sad and depressed. Who wouldn't, I'd just spent quite a while listening to these shocking things about the world. If you don't look into these things properly, brush it off and laugh at the "conspiracy" nuts then I feel sorry for you. So many of the things that I found out lead back to satan... Laugh all you want but it's what many things point to. I realised it so quickly but I didn't realise anything else. Then later I realised that the path is followed by finding out all of this stuff was to Jesus. It's hard to explain all of this on here. It's hard to explain any of this to someone who is completely unaware of some of the things that are going on without sounding like a weirdo. I'm going to get to the point now. I've told you I've been a stripper for years. I'm saying that to you so you know that I come from a completely different background. I had heard about Jesus but until I realised certain things, I didn't believe with all of my heart as they say. I can't imagine how hard it must be for you feeling like this and being surrounded by people who have only one way of thinking. To me Jesus would want me to love anybody, no matter what their beliefs are so long as they are not harming anybody. If they didn't believe in Jesus, I would not judge them, I may feel a bit sorry for them and hope/pray that they find him. As I write this I realise that I may seem as if I'm contradicting myself with the whole "throwing opinions" thing. All I want to do is say what's happened to me. It's up to you if you look into anything that I have been talking about. It might help you or you might read this and think "what a bunch of shit!" But it's worth a shot anyway. I don't count my sins but I am more compelled to make the right choices now. I'm desperate to quit dancing but I'm in a position where I can't until a certain time. Some people might find that wrong but it's my choice. I believe Jesus is still in my life and he loves me. I know I will find a way to get out of the dancing. In the meantime I've started trying to help people in that industry with lots of different things. One girl has anxiety and I talk to her a lot about it, another has debts badly so I'm helping her get them together so she can sort out minimum payments etc. I do it because I'm grateful to have love from Jesus and I want to help them, not because I think I'm any better than anyone. Point is, I'm doing a job that many people would say I'm going to hell for. I know that but I also know that what I've done for a living hasn't changed me and now I realise it's wrong I'm trying to get out. I know you are surrounded by religion and people dictating to you and judging you. I'm sure most of them, like your family, have been taught to believe in certain things like what's right and what's wrong according to their religion, I think they may force it on you because they love you and they don't want you to perish in eternal hell or whatever. If each of your family members were born into a totally different life/family they may possibly not even know about religion. Their personalities have seemingly been taken over by these beliefs of what's right and wrong and the religion comes in on every single part of their life. It's hard because of what you are going through but try (you may or may not even have to try that hard) to notice maybe even the smallest of things that they do that you love about them. It may be something about their personality, it could be something that they do that's totally down to the individual they are. Even if you find any particular thing slightly annoying, just notice it, notice that despite this religion taking over most aspects of what they do and say they are totally unique as is every single person on the planet. Everybody in this world is susceptible to being "brainwashed" in some way or another but it would be a damn shame if we were all without loving each other. Where would we be?.. We probably wouldn't even be here. Try not to hate those people who are around you. I'm sure it's much harder to find something you love about every single one of those people than to simply hate them. You may feel a little better and people will start to notice with time. YouTube - - The thrive movement- maybe not all but a good starter to understanding a bit of what's going on - What is the new world order - general search, the right stuff should come up. - Loose change - really interesting documentary about 911 - Truth shock tv - loads of stuff - Round saturns eye- a guy who decodes occult symbols that are used pretty much everywhere. Me, if there aren't a million others Sophiaspencerxxx on YouTube maybe without the xxx I'm wearing a pink dress and laughing on my photo. I've got all this stuff on my playlist. Along with other shitty playlists that I'm not sure how to set to private lol. I won't look back at this so people, there's no point in bashing me or anything. It's all there if you want to look.

Your are free from constriction. Listening is welcome but forced conversion should not be tolerated. I'm a light Christian and part time spiritualist, so I say respect to all forms just do cast respect on one another please.

If it was real.

Your going to hell dude.

Thank you! -twist

The Bible is nothing more than a collection of stories written by men. Same is true of the Quran. I myself am Pagan and believe in celebrating the cycles of Nature. I do believe that there is a higher power and that all of these religions today are just facets of the same "gem" if you will, or different faces of the same god. Who's right and who's wrong? That is not for me to decide, if you want to go out and worship the cockroach god then go for it just don't try and push your beliefs on me.

Know what? I'm more agnostic than atheist so I never ruled out paranormal activity. In reality I am one of the most opened minded people I know. Hell I'm so opened minded I let a guy give me a handjob. And Hell, if you're not in the right group you go there anyways, so that means the peaceful religions such as buddhism will suffer an eternity in hell. Why suffer forever when you were a man of peace? If your God was real then I would have no respect for him, even if he left room for me in Heaven I'd spit in his face and march myself to Hell. Many an Christians has rethought their position on their deathbed.

Boo hoo.... all my friends will be in hell, and I would prefer to be with them as opposed to those pseudo religious folk (99%) who are just money grubbing assholes who are weak and two-faced dick heads.

You sure there is no God? Better be more open minded and be very, very sure, my friend. Eternal damnation is a long, long time. Many an atheist has rethought their position on their deathbed.

What is that?

you hate religious people but still believe in hell ?

I've read the bible and all these things to try and make me believe but it's all a bunch of bull.

Yep religious folk are theist fake of all... Special place in hell for them. They are dumb as niggers with their lips flapping in the breeze.

This is GOD speaking. I am going to kick your ass, you fucking heathen.

No, tgere is a God if u make the effort to recognize Him. How can this world, so propoionate, have come into existence on its own? Dont answer "coincidence cuz u know that isnt the case. Why dont u look at a holy scripture like the Quran anddecide by contemplating and not merely forming opinionsout of the bue just cuz they wre the first thing that cae into u r mind

Well God does exist.whydont u take a look at some religious scriptures like tge Quran? How can a world, so proportionate, come into being onits own??

true..but god forgives all- Sunscape

God will rip your head off for that. Learn to love you sick basturd

buzz off cock sucking mother fucking mosquito -SunScape

The only thing you need to believe in is me. I am you're God now.

no body has the right to judge your religious beliefs or the lack of it..What happened in your school days truly disappoints me.All i can say is that Live your life the way you want but at the same time dont condemn the religious people also. hope it helps.. -SunScape