Relationship Mess-up.
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 78 views | 0 comments
I met my boyfriend this summer, when we both worked at the same job. My friend introduced us, and we hung out a bit, but he came to ask me out. I was confused at that time (still am, a bit, but being a teenager is confusing in itself), and accepted. I didn't see him for a few weeks, but we started going to movies, then going out. The thing is, I don't see him for anything more than a friend, I'm not attracted to him, I love him, but I'm not in love with him. We hold hands and hug, but that's pretty much the sad extent. He senses it too, and doesn't push me, or else he is scared to. But my main focus is not on a boyfriend right now, but a girlfriend, and I think it's wrong to keep it up- he deserves someone who can love him back and I deserve someone who I can both love and have love me. We never had passion, it was just a 'summer fizzle' as my mom calls it, but she thinks I shouldn't break up with him, but let us grow apart as now both of us are in school. But how do I do that? Never call him again? That's not fair. I know if I was in that situation, I would rather be told upfront then be strung around like that. And then I have a terrible crush on a girl at school... which I already confused. It's a really confusing time.
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