Playing with Fire
Posted Apr 13, 2011 by anonymous | 431 views | 8 comments
My husband and I were once in an open marriage. One of the people I slept with was his younger cousin. I fell madly in love with him. Needless to say, not only did it end the open marriage but almost ended the entire marriage. His cousin is also my best friend so we talk all the time. We recently got on a "naughty" subject and it led to us agreeing to sleep together behind my husband's back. I assured him my feelings for him were over and it would be about sex only. Today I realized that I lied. While I will not leave my husband, I am still as madly in love with him as I once was. It is just a matter of time before it blows up I'm sure. I have no intention to call it off, it was the best sex of my life and I can't walk away.
Commented Sep 27, 2011 by anonymous
This is why that for all but a select few people the 'swinging lifestyle' is complete and utter bullshit. You have sex with someone long enough and there will be feelings develop.
Commented Aug 30, 2011 by anonymous
Who fucking cares ?
Commented Jul 20, 2011 by anonymous
Failure? Broken hearts? A big mess? All of the above. I hope its worth it, since it sounds like it has the potential to ruin everything... The side relationship and the marriage.
Commented Apr 17, 2011 by bktr1013
Update: It is no longer talk. Last night, the cousin and I did sleep together. It was wonderful and I don't ever want it to stop. What am I setting myself up for?
Commented Apr 14, 2011 by anonymous
Madly in love with him but we could never be together even if we both felt the same way. It would devastate my husband's whole family, we want different things in life I guess that is due to age difference and his small town thinking. The sneaking isn't all That exciting or even challenging. My husband accepts him as my best friend. He doesn't question any time I spend with the cousin even after confessing to him that we slept together when we weren't suppose to.
Commented Apr 14, 2011 by anonymous
Sex - no matter how unattached, always leads to feelings if you do it long enough. Are you really in love with the cousin or is it just exciting to be able to sneak around behind your husband's back?
Commented Apr 13, 2011 by anonymous
Let me add that the cousin claims to not have feelings for me.
Commented Apr 13, 2011 by anonymous
You are definitely playing with fire.