I'm 19 and my mom's 38 years old, and she's single since i remember. She never had any boyfriends or whatsoever till i was like 14. At that age, she said for a guy that she likes him, and i encouraged her to go for it, but she said she doesn't want to get in a relationship. Ok, i leaved her alone. I have to tell you, that i'm aware that she looks better than any of my friends' moms or even better than most 25 years old girls now. So you can imagine i got teased by friends alot. So one day, a friend teased me if she's dating anyone again, and i responded no as always, but then he added ''i bet she's getting banged somewhere by the side, just that she won't tell you. she needs it too.'' And that got me thinking. Next time i talked to her, i just asked why doesn't she just have some fun here or there, no relationship, no emotions... And after half year of my convincing and encouraging, she went for it. I just wanted that for her to be happy. And for the next 4 years, that's just how it was.In this time, she went down with 9 guys. 2 of them were just an adventure on vacations, the rest she was dating for some time, as long as it lasted (ussually it ended when the guy got a girlfriend or similar). No emotions, no hard feelings, they just met when they wanted to have some fun, and that was it. So, that's how i became her '' pimp'' actually. Now, i have to tell you one thing. I'm completely aware that my mom's hot, but i wouldn't have sex with her or anything. My kink is that i just like to know and maybe even see her getting laid with others and then hearing about it. I got especially good friends with one of her guys, and we were so close at the end, that he slapped my mom's ass infront of me and we were both happy to be able to openly talk about things like ''Mmm your mum sucked me off so well few hours ago''... Besides, me and my mom were always very open, and so it was here. I got to hear alot from her also (just not so much details as from some of her guys as i've mentioned, but more or less just if it was wild and if she had a good time), and one of the things i most liked - i adviced her on dressing up for her dates, and so here was my mom infront of me with a corset that covered barely anything and i could see half of her pussy because the corset is combined with very see-through panties. And talks like if it's better if she's completely shaven or shaven on a thin line were something normal. Then she would kiss me goodbye and thank me each time that she can't believe that i'm such a wonderful son for my understanding and being such a trustworthy person. Then, that smell when she came back... And when i looked her in her eyes.. She just couldn't help her but bite her lip and gave the most beautiful naughty smile i ever saw and kissed me again then we would ussually watch tv and after she showered i would sometimes give her a massage. Then after those 4 great years, i think she fell in love a bit with a guy, and when he left with no emotions, as it always was the ''deal'', she was a bit dissapointed and i think she got scared that she'll fall in love even more if she continues to meet guys like this, and since then she's all single and living like a nun again.. I just hope that this will change.. Here... Now what's my point ? At first i needed to confess this. Second, i found guys on the internet that want to get involved with their moms or whatsoever. Now, i don't want to get involved myself. I just like to see her get laid with others and just - like i said - i enjoying pimping her out and that's my ultimate ''fetish'' you could say. But my problem is, i cannot find people online that would understand me, neither i can't found any pics or videos in which mom would get fucked infront of son and the son would approve it ! NONE. Therefore, i hope i'll find some understanding and maybe any helpful links here. PLEASE, if anyone has similar experiences or is interested in this, leave a message ! ;) Enjoy !