
Petrified.
Posted Sep 10, 2011 by anonymous | 424 views | 7 comments
I'm truly terrified of myself. I know there is one half of my mind that is rational, knows everything will work out in the future. But then there is the other half, the one that is becoming exceedingly overpowering, telling me it will be better to just end it all now. I'm scared of how suicidal I've become and how often I end up daydreaming about dying and making plans and preparing. I can't bear to try and find help because I can't bear dealing with the disappointment that will be so evident from my family/peers. I don't know what to do anymore, but I feel so trapped.
Commented Jun 10, 2012 by anonymous
'I can't bear to try and find help because I can't bear dealing with the disappointment that will be so evident from my family/peers.' ........................................... What's 'disappointing' isn't finding out your kid or friend has depression - which is something I think about 75% of the population has, these days- what's 'disappointing' is having to arrange a funeral and bury that child / friend. The longer you let this fester the worse it's going to get. It takes some time for treatments to start working, so don't leave seeking treatment until you're at the complete end of your strength. Ask for help now. 'I don't know what to do anymore, but I feel so trapped.' You do know what to do. Pick up the phone, call your doctor. Make an appointment for this week. Ask for a referral to a therapist. It's that simple. Just get started. You can do this.
Commented Sep 14, 2011 by anonymous
Suicide is a PERMENANT solution to a TEMPORARY problem..never feel afraid to ask for help, you are not alone and not the first person to be in this situation..good luck !!
Commented Sep 13, 2011 by anonymous
Suicide Is Never the answer because It means You have failed Your mission on earth to be A Humanitarian as difficult as that may be.
Commented Sep 12, 2011 by anonymous
wat the hell!!! Don't do grugs, thats the worst thing you could do seek help, I would suggest calling a helpline if you don't want anyone to know that you need it.
Commented Sep 10, 2011 by anonymous
You need to seek help. Do not wait! You are very depressed and need medication or counsleing or both. If you are making plans to commit suicide you need to seek help immediately!!!
Commented Sep 10, 2011 by anonymous
Start doing drugs u will be happy like no one
Commented Sep 10, 2011 by anonymous
I was very suicidal up until just a few weeks ago. You know why? It's because there seems to be no choices that will work. If you can just put one foot in front of the other, a solution will come along.