paranoid schizophrenia. they are sucking the life
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 98 views | 0 comments
Last week i realized my mom is a paranoid schizophrenic. (i barely know how to spell that word , let alone comprehend it) its not like 'A Beautiful Mind' schitzophrenia, its different. its really difficult. i have no help fom anyone, and she really has no friends ot lean on. and i am her everything. its really tough. i want to have a normal life, and i am trying so hard to make the situation calm and cool and flow together. but its bad when there are either not many family or friends, or psychotic friends and family. its tough. also, its not officially diagnosed, but i have researched it, and have spent a lit of time with her over the last 3 years. i dont know where to go, or who can help me. i am trying to figure things out though. i want to be firneds with my mom, and not this relationship where my family metaphorically strangles me and sucks every last drop of life out of me. its hard to take.
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