Not to sure how to feel.
Posted May 23, 2013 by anonymous | 350 views | 5 comments
i was just a child. i was in elementary school and for a few yrs on every other weekend i was raped. he would hold a pillow over my face and beat me. the pillow was to obviously muffle the sound and the thick blanket kept the bruising to a minim. every time this it would hurt and then start to feel good. eventually it didnt even hurt anymore. after all of this stopped i started to kinda miss it. im not attracted to men and im not gay. i love having sex with girls but there is something about gay sex that i cant explain. i hav been fighting the urge to do anything simply bcuz i dont want to be judged for how i feel. like i only want a dick in my ass. i dont want to suck on it or jurk it off. i just want to get fucked in my ass long and hard. how should i feel about this and what should i do? i know only one person that i know with out a shadow of a doubt would fuck me but im trying to not stoop to that lvl.
Commented Jun 5, 2013 by anonymous
fuckin a
Commented May 25, 2013 by anonymous
it just really bothers me because like i hav a gf and i love having sex with her but its like sometimes i would like for that prostate stimulation to happen and i feel as if it would be really weird to ask her to do any of the sort. like i said ik someone who would but im just scared. iv been fighting this feeling for a long long time but dont really know what to do about this. any insite?
Commented May 24, 2013 by anonymous
Don't sweat it. The reason it felt good is because of you're prostate. I am gay by the way but don't like anal sex or providing oral. For your situation however it is simply the elation of the sensation you felt. I know of many straight men who deal with this issue.
Commented May 24, 2013 by anonymous
Hey u read My confession its called weed obsession, and commeny please
Commented May 23, 2013 by anonymous
When we are young things scare us and we get confused on how to feel. What happened is WRONG. You developed the like of it because you were impressionable at that age.