i want to die
Posted May 24, 2013 by anonymous | 386 views | 7 comments
I cheated on my wife, I never meant to be married. I was too young and felt obligated. I feel miserable. it has been over for 5 years. I tried. I couldn't fix it. I remarried, yet I still dream of my ex-wife every night. I suppose she gets the last laugh. I really just want to die. I am too chicken shit to kill myself. In the process I have lost my faith. I don't know if I am capable of really loving anyone, I don't even love myself. So what can I offer someone else. I am a vacant vain arrogant vessel that does even have my healthy narcissism left. My death will surely be slow and miserable. I tried, no one cares, I can't fix it. i can't get over it. Death would be sweet release at this point.
Commented Jun 5, 2013 by anonymous
shut up already Jesus I'm sick as shit if seeing you begging for comments on your stupid weed confession.
Commented May 24, 2013 by anonymous
Forreal. That bitch is ANNOYING as a mother fucker
Commented May 24, 2013 by anonymous
ALREADY WITH YOUR SPAM LOSER!! ASK YOUR MOM TO READ IT & GET STONE WITH HER & GET A LIFE!!!!!
Commented May 24, 2013 by anonymous
Hey u read My confession its called weed obsession, and commeny please
Commented May 24, 2013 by anonymous
come here, and I'll kill you.
Commented May 24, 2013 by anonymous
Your letting everyone else bring you down in life. focus on you and what you want and do it.
Commented May 24, 2013 by anonymous
there is always hope. find a way to talk about it to someone. I realized I stayed in a shitty abusive relationship with a douchebag after my divorce because I was afraid of failing again. once I accepted that, it was easier for me to get out. find the courage wirhin yourself to find hapoiness.