My Trouble with Escorts
Posted Oct 13, 2013 by anonymous | 468 views | 9 comments
I long for intimacy, but I am not terribly good at finding it, keeping it. So I sleep with a lot of non-professional escorts that I find on a site like craigslist where I meet a lot of students and single mothers looking for some cash to make ends meet. When we meet, they see me: An affable man, intellectual and perhaps a little lonely with a nice smile who seems pretty harmless. They often ask: "Why do you use escorts?" One 21 year-old who never would have talked to me otherwise said: "You don't need to pay for sex." Maybe they're flattering me. More than likely they are. I met a lot of great women through there, including one woman who charged me very little and eventually gave me back all the money that I had given here to replace my wallet that her kids put in the toilet (yes, we had odd boundaries). She was like a paid girlfriend. And she never said no. Lately, I have been short of funds, but just as lonely. At the end of the encounter, I tell the escort that we have to go the the cash machine. Of course my card doesn't work... When they flip out, I reassure them that I'll have the money on another day. Then, they never hear from me again. I block their calls and emails. And to make it worse, I record all of my encounters, so that I'll have something to keep once they're gone. If they threaten me over not being paid, I tell them that they were recorded. And I cut the condoms beforehand and slide them down so that we have unprotected sex. I've stopped telling the women that and pretend to take the condom off immediately after, leaving them with a womb full of my seed. They don't have my name and I stop taking their phone calls. I might have gotten many of them pregnant.
Commented Apr 24, 2014 by anonymous
Lately, I have been having sex with them and then having "trouble" with my bank card. I tell them that I will pay them later and then never call again.
Commented Oct 29, 2013 by anonymous
Moi?
Commented Oct 15, 2013 by anonymous
I feel terrible. I have been doing this about 2-3 times per week.
Commented Oct 14, 2013 by anonymous
Don't feel bad about it, dude. They're whores and that's what they deserve. A fucking.
Commented Oct 14, 2013 by anonymous
You must always have a protected sex.
Commented Oct 14, 2013 by anonymous
I am good at screening. Most of the women are easily found through Google, or facebook and those are the ones I see. Since I live in a country where students and single mothers are supported, they truly are just looking to round out their income. Many are genuine first timers who don't know what to charge. I once worked for an escort service and I can spot the ones who have pimps and such. I avoid those. I don't think I mentioned how terrible I feel about this and how simultaneously thrilling it is to have gotten one over on them. They all seem to be nice girls. Kind, sweet and sexy. I've even gotten the act down: Oh my God, I can't believe the condom broke! WTF is wrong with my cards. Bending them over right in front of the camera so I can see their face and look at it later to see whether they were really feeling it, or faking it. I want this to stop. But it's a compulsion. I have had a bit of a rocky time dating and it feels like getting even.
Commented Oct 13, 2013 by anonymous
Be careful some of those women might have pimps that might try to hurt you or even kill you over something like that. Also you could easily catch a disease having unprotected sex with these women. I know prostitutes who suck and fuck 10 to 15 guys a day on average, that's alot of risk.
Commented Oct 13, 2013 by anonymous
Sweet. You're living the dream, dude. Fuck those bitches!
Commented Oct 13, 2013 by anonymous
Cunt