my suck life
Posted Jun 12, 2014 by dessyXray | 433 views | 0 comments
Since after i realese from hospital due to suicide, my dad ask me to stay with him. His excuse is he sick and need somebody to take care of him. Ever since i moved in to his house, i barely go out cause i hate this place. Well this place basicly like a hidden village in jungle. Plus this almost all the villager is related to family blood. I dont want to know who am i which is probably worst person (im gay dude) in that village. The main problem is its hard to find a man cause the city is like 100km from village. Im a loner in here. I totally regret now for what happen in past. Because of the suicide act i was kicked from college twice. Btw suicide attemp like many times but my family never know, just dont want they know my true nature. In front them im a perfect son but behind im a perfect ass hole. Everyday i wake up from sleep, the first thing i say "ah another boring day is coming, what a fucking life“. I wish i able to fing something in this meaningless life. P/S: sry if my english or grammar wrong, im an asian.
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