My Friends,Patrick and Destiny
Posted Nov 26, 2014 by anonymous | 271 views | 3 comments
So about 7 years ago, When i was in second grade, Our home burned to the ground, we lost everything, We moved onto a Native reservation in washington, I am mixed raced, Black and white, So i was targeted and bullied, And when i broke in middle of class from the harassment, I got in trouble for disturbing the class, And one kid stood up for me, Patrick, After some time i became friends with patch, the first time i went to his house we played with airsoft guns, and since i was a bit slower than him, i lost track of him easily, he ran to the back yard and hid, i heard somthing move in the tree, and shot thinking it was him, which it wasnt, It was his older sister destiny, She held it against me for years up until about 2 years ago, well i started staying with them 2 years ago, and i became closer with destiny than him, and i kinda fell in love with her, There's nothing i wouldn't do for her, Ive told her about my dreams, about my problem in my head, about the unrelenting pressure telling me to kill myself, but i can't She's given me a nick-name, jodifer, And i love it, i wish i could change my name to it, And i just cry knowing i cant ever be with her, Knowing if i kill myself I'd Make her sad, And knowing living without her would kill me, and i think im more thinking of killing myself...
Commented Dec 3, 2014 by anonymous
please pray! God heals!
Commented Nov 28, 2014 by anonymous
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Commented Nov 26, 2014 by anonymous
Get her by herself and tell her how you feel. You can be with her. Just keep the relationship between you and her.