My First Time
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 104 views | 0 comments
I'm 27, and until a week ago - a virgin. I was 'waiting' for marriage, and then 'waiting' for 'the one.' Well I spent the last year being 100% convinced I found 'the one' and now I have to get over her and realize we're over. While I was with her - I made her promise she wouldn't have sex with me, and I was the only reason we didn't. ... but with her/through her - I became comforatable with the concept of me having sex. I began to like the idea. I began to want it more than I ever had before. If we had stayed together another couple months, we would have for sure. Anyways - somehow, I like this new girl, even though I'm not TOTALLy over this last girl... ...and I've already had sex with this new girl. ...on her living room floor, with her roommate asleep in the other room, while we're not officially anything, with someone I don't love. 27 years for that. I'm not ashamed of the fact I did it. I'm just ashamed of how it happened.
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