I earn over $2,000. a week selling sex but its not worth it anymore. Last Monday I made $160. for sex with a retired business man, one of my regulars, only lasted ten minutes. I then gave oral sex for $70. to a young 25 year old guy, quite good looking. Didn't talk much. Tuesday sex included role play for $240. A banker, 45 wanted me to dress up and pretend that I was his boss. Its good money for an hours work. I then had anal sex for $140. with a young city type who said his wife wouldn't let him do this to her. I really hate having this kind of sex but it's normally over quite quickly. Wednesday sex included an overnight stay and I was paid $1,000. IT consultant, 35, quite attractive but said he's having trouble finding a girlfriend. We had sex twice and he wanted to cuddle afterwards before falling asleep. He said he would book me again soon. Thursday sex included bondage session for $230. This guy wanted to be tied up and whipped for an hour. He was really skinny and wore red plastic underwear. Friday was anal sex again for $140. The city banker from Tuesday came back for another visit. He sayed about an hour. Was only bearable because I tried to relax and think about something else. Today is Saturday and I've booked another client for sex including a massage for $220. He's a father of two, 40. It's supposed to be a 30 minute session but he finished within ten minutes last week and left. Maybe this week will be the same with any luck. Later tonight I'll give oral sex for $70. to a 27 yr old bridegroom who is celebrating his stag do. He's been dared by his mates to visit a prostitue. I hate myself! After every client I come home and scrub myself clean in the shower with dettol, tears rolling down my cheeks and wondering why am I doing this to myself. The money is good but I'm not happy with myself. Bless me father for I have sinned again!