Moving On From The Past
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 72 views | 0 comments
I have no need to write this, however it can't hurt... I am but 17 years old, yet I feel as if I've already aged a lifetime. I lost my virginity to a college boy at the age of 14. After that, my life changed dramatically. Good in some ways, painful in most. I've had intercourse with 30 men between the ages of 16 and 43. I've performed many 'unusual' sexual acts. I have been pregnant once and had an abortion. I do not know who the 'father' was. I've lied to, and emotionally pained, my mother. I've had 5 boyfriends, between the ages of 13 and 19. I've cheated on 3 of them numerous times. I was involved in a long, stupid, and heart-wrenching, love 'quadrilateral'. I have been engaged twice, foolishly. However, I am now engaged a third, and hopefully final, time. I love him more than anything and everything. He is my life. My mother adores him. He is a magnificent young man. She says he brings out the best in me. He does not judge me by who I once was, but by who I am now. I can only hope to better myself, in order to give myself the confidence to stand at his side through thick and thin in our joint future. I will be a senior in high school this August. Goddess help me to endure, love, and have faith in the long journey ahead. *Blessed Be All*
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