Me and My Ex
Posted May 28, 2013 by anonymous | 367 views | 2 comments
so me and my ex have a very odd relationship. its not so much as off and on but like wtf. but this time it has been so much longer than what it was before when we separated. I had an awkward dream after like 4 or 5 months about him and it scared me. it was him getting kidnapped and I heard him screaming my name asking for help. I woke up out of panic and then tried to contact him. he was mia and still is. I have not spoken to him at all yet. its been a week and I still havent talked to him. I spoke to his cosuin but she was like he was okay just dealing with children. and then I asked to speak to him because I lost his number and she said no for me to speak to him. I strwssed about how he was my first love and how it was the only guy that I actually really would do anything. give my life for him. but she insisted on saying leaving him alone. I told her how special he is yo me and she denied it. she called me pathetic. that im making a joke out of myself. im sitting here at work and cant focus because all I can think about is how someone could do this. im trying to fight for my love and she called me a creep. he has no idea that im trying to speak to him because he would speak to me if I wanted to speak to him. am I pathetic for trying to stand up for my heart and fight for my love on holding on for what I care for most?
Commented May 29, 2013 by anonymous
oh sweety i wish i could hug you right now and tell you how things will be okay. i was in the same place as you. you are not fighting for him you are fighting against him. but you have to look at the pros and cons of being back with him. maybe he doesn't want to be with you. you will find some one even if you don't feel like it now but it will happen. once you get to the place where you realize that you don't want him any more. and you will be stronger. don't you want someone who could stand are on their own and don't you want to be that kind of person. i am going to book mark this and i will be back to check up on you. okay?
Commented May 28, 2013 by anonymous
It depends more on your relationship. It sounds kinda like he's been trying to break it off with you and you're stalking him. Leave him alone, move on.