me
Posted Mar 2, 2011 by anonymous | 116 views | 0 comments
i am a lazy fuck. I do no work. I am an engineering major at Carnegie Mellon University, which is supposed hard i guess, and it is, but i just don't do any work and just get the mediocre GPA. in doing nothing, i spend my time sitting, and doing drugs. i used to run cross country and be in shape, and now i do nothing except drugs. marijuana, alcohol, cigarettes, mushrooms, LSD, DMT, DXM, crystal meth, heroin, ecstacy, MDA, perkasets, vicodin, oxycontin, cocaine, 2C-I, designer drugs, research drugs, drugs drugs drugs. that kinda shit can really fuck with your perception and i'm beginning to think my brain is permanently rewired and i'm not sure if i'm better or worse off. will i ever stop entertaining myself with drugs? is it a phase or the beginning of the rest of my life? i'm not addicted to any of them i just try them occasionally. how i even do any work at all is baffling to me. the only reason my GPA is above 3.0 is because my parents wouldn't be happy otherwise. keep them happy, do lots of drugs. that seems to be my existence. it's funny because it only started once i got to this school. the paradox of life is just an unsolveable puzzle, and i continually strive for the solution. fuck hating worthless cats and annoying people, you can get around them. i ponder bigger problems. life is the problem, and the untimely solution is death.
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