Lusting for a friends wife
Posted Jun 16, 2012 by anonymous | 548 views | 1 comments
I have lusted for a friend's wife, or more specifically for a friend who is a wife. We have known each other for roughly half of my life, and we have always gotten a long very well. And I flatter myself that there has always been an attraction between us, so much so that we used to flirt pretty intensely. I got down for a while and developed a drinking problem and she dropped me hard because she did not want to be an enabler. I have since gotten sober and have gone well over a year without touching a drop. But I learned she is involved with a guy and they seem pretty serious, and she has even had a child by him. I adore this child, and she seems to love me when I am around her, and I cannot help but imagine what it would be to have her as a daugther. But I know my friend and I can't be together when she is with another man, and I would never want to ruin her happiness with him, But in a way I feel cheated, as if we were meant to be together. Maybe I am just wining, but I can't see any woman ever being so good for me as she seems to be, and I envy her the happiness she has with her man.
Commented Jun 18, 2012 by anonymous
I will suggest you just keep away from their family.