Love triangle
Posted Sep 17, 2014 by anonymous | 260 views | 7 comments
I couldn't feel more of a horrible person right now. I have been in a relationship for 5 years and at no point have I been monogamous. It's purely an addiction to the chase. My ego gets off on the fact that I can get basically any woman I want. I would justify it by saying that since I only talked to women I was sexually attracted to there was no actual threat to my gf. Well now this has changed. I randomly talked to a cute girl, gave her my card and thought nothing of it. Fast forward one month later we are obsessed with each other. She is everything that my gf isn't for me. Often I've had to force myself to have sex with my gf. Never with this girl. And we have a major passion of mine in common as well. She has no clue that I have a gf. I could very well lose both of them. I never meant for this to happen but I think it's a blessing in disguise that it did. Now I am forced to look at myself as well as these relationships and see the damage I have caused. For so long I just did whatever I pleased and thought nothing of it. I truly am a piece of shit. I don't deserve either one of them.
Commented Sep 21, 2014 by anonymous
You sound like a good guy.
Commented Sep 18, 2014 by anonymous
Honestly I think you should get rid of all em...start fresh
Commented Sep 17, 2014 by anonymous
Good thing is that your not married and can just walk away when you are ready. If kids or property are involved it becomes way harder. Its best to walk away and have fun and be happy than to stay in a relationship that obviously does not satisfy you. Im in that exact situation now, married with kids and property. And am constantly meeting women that i know would me a better fit for me.
Commented Sep 17, 2014 by anonymous
lol youre right bro. sometimes you have to just vent. i've taken a break from both of them to gather my thoughts. hopefully i don't fuck up more than i already have.
Commented Sep 17, 2014 by anonymous
Gamble, try 3 waying them. Make it worse. Drive one or both insane. Leave both. Pick one. Eat, shit and die. Do something instead of whining. .
Commented Sep 17, 2014 by anonymous
Find 'em, fuck 'em, forget 'em.
Commented Sep 17, 2014 by anonymous
You do need to be by yourself and work on yourself as a person before being in a relationship if you cheat on your gf constantly and think that is ok. I feel guilty if I even think about sex with another guy and the only reason I do is because mine doesnt want me. Still I would never talk to or be with a guy inappropriately