Life sucks.
Posted Jul 16, 2013 by Anaveragekid | 238 views | 5 comments
Being me sucks ass. Hard. Everyday I get up & feel disgust as I look in the mirror and look at my fat ass. Why? I eat healthier than most, and exercise too. It hurts. I'm not handsome, I'm fat as fuck, have more stretch marks than a mother of 5. I'm 15. I shouldn't look like this. It's like an anchor, weighing me down, literally and figuratively. If there is a god, he's punishing me. There's nothing else to explain it. I get made fun if constantly, like yeah, that doesn't fucking hurt my feelings. Shit. And it's not like I can talk to anyone about it. For fucks sake, I'm almost a man now. I don't know what to do. Killing myself seems to be the only option. I don't want to live in this world anymore. It's too rough.
Commented Jul 16, 2013 by anonymous
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Commented Jul 16, 2013 by anonymous
my son is 17 and he is the same way. he is handsome, funny, sweet and kind. he is overweight also and is very depressed. he tries so hard to lod_se it but he cant. i think sometimes its just the way it is. dont think about hurting yourself sweetie, weight isnt everything and i know lots of women who love big guys! dont give up on yourself!!
Commented Jul 16, 2013 by anonymous
I have a friend who just recently committed suicide. He was a great guy and he made my day so much better more than many times. He was so nice. And he was happy but no one knew he was bullied. Not even me and we were closer than most. We hung out every day after school. But I went out of state for a few days to see family. And I got a call the day after I left saying he was dead and I dropped to the floor crying. He didn't think he had anyone here for him. So just think of how your family and friends would feel. Talk to your parents about it. Suicide is just a permanent solution to a temporary problem. If you ever need to talk you can email me, kasey.zellmer73@yahoo.com, or text me, 7012371401. But I know it's weird to say but think of family before yourself. Don't take your own life because of one small problem.
Commented Jul 16, 2013 by anonymous
Don't do something you can't undo! Just continue exercisicing and eat healthy, not too much and you can do this :)
Commented Jul 16, 2013 by swiftdragon
Don't think like that. Talk to a Doctor if you're concerned. Portion control and exercise!! The world doesn't end in High School. I was bullied too. It does get better. High School just sucks.